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Because My Sleepless Subconscious is Yearning for You
December 20, 2008
I attempt
to weave these
empty words in the hope
that someday, somehow you
will bring back the naïve smile
that had me sinking like poor Jack:
weak yet contented over seeing his
Rose for the last glimpse before
he finally gets swallowed by
the depths of icebergs
and loneliness,
yearning.
soothing warmth, passionate breath
far better than I could offer. But you don’t
have to tell me your sighs; I will own the fault
for assuming that you yearned for the
dashing prince who will wake you
I hope that
you realize I am
a Van Gogh, an aberration
in a society of pretensions, perverts
and dogs cowering for measly leftovers.
I do not belong to this ephemeral place;
but you taught me to feel, to love,
to realize there can be ease in
this maddening crowd of
pains and anguish.
You are
the wings of ethereal
beauty that plucked me from
the withering tree of sins and solitude;
you who changed me, showed me there
are things that I cannot fathom, there
are emotions that I cannot help
but feel and accept and
share with others,
with you.
Now
I will not lie
and beg off, pretending
that I did not feel uncontained bliss –
dancing, rioting in the swirling jungle of my
wickedness and narcissism — upon learning
that your wings, those heavenly arcs
that had me eat my words
afterwards, are free
to fly again.
This time
around, I am ready
to wait, wait till you reach my
hand and show me how it feels to fly
with you; even if it takes eternity, if the
Apocalypse gets in the way, till the clichéd orange
fruit grows in an apple tree. This time around, I am
ready to offer my left ear when the Starry
Night begins to weave magic and
remind me of you, my ardor,
my veneration to an
angel like you.
*I am not good with verses; I am more confident when I write prose instead. But I was able to weave these words after not being able to sleep today as I used to. Drat! The odd feeling is crawling up my spine again. I hate this feeling. Makes me look like that jologs Robin Padilla character revealing his feelings to Regine Velasquez agitatedly.I think I’m falling in love again. Sheesh!
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hi its me again I was stunned and cant get myself not to read your blogs everyday. I was inspired everytime i read this kind of poet coming from the heart of a guy whose my first impression is easy go lucky and irresponsible (kapatid ate nitz mu to). But after the hearsays and compliments i have heard hmm your family is lucky to have you ang bait mung kuya. And your girl of your dream hmm sorry na lng xa kapatid kung indi ka nya type or gusto..Peo advice lng ha kapatid wag todo kailangang my itira ka sa self mu ^_^..gudlak to us next year kita kits sa board exam. Hahaah sana maging CPA kana rin. Sa susunod mung written output im sure babasahin ko nanaman un sana oks lng sau. Thanks Godbless
Posted by nitz at December 20, 2008, 4:41 pmdecember na kase.. december ang bagong buwan ng mga puso. haha
kakantahan na lang kita ng isa sa paborito kong kanta ng the beatles.
There’s nothing you can know that isn’t known.
nothing you can see that isn’t shown.
nowhere you can be that isn’t where you’re meant to be.
it’s easy.
All you need is love
Posted by FerBert at December 20, 2008, 6:32 pm@tinay: i can be a poet once in a fuckin’ blue moon, i guess. i can be a poet when i’m in love. and yes, that’s with or without my d***.
@nitz: hahaha! don’t think of it as an impression. i AM really happy-go-lucky and well, sometimes irresponsible! thanks for visiting my mundane thoughts ate nitz. and my appreciation as well for lauding my family man title. if i have to brag about any accomplishment, that’s being able to support my family (my mom and my sister) singlehandedly. the girl of my dreams is apparently, also the girl of papa resty’s dreams. haha! yes po. will keep that advice in mind. gudlak din sau. kitakits! daan lang te habang may naisusulat pa ko. hehehe.
@ferbert: tumpak! mas romantiko nga ang december kesa sa february. siguro dahil malamig ang simoy ng hangin at masarap talaga pag may kayakap sa ganitong mga panahon. hehehe. parekoi, eto na ung payo mong wag susuko next taym. hinding hindi na talga. lalo na ngau’t libre na ang girl of my dreams. hehehe. peksman!
i agree on, all we need is love thing, that will lead us to a state of nirvana..shit parekoi yor inlab agen!..hihi..ngayon alam ko na, softy ka rin pala.hihi..cheers!
Posted by alx at December 22, 2008, 11:43 amwow…ala ako masabi….
di ako ngcocoment with the other blog you post, pero dito siguro 101% saludo ako sayo, pero sana di lng sa tula or sa pag-sulat kailangan ipahayag ang nararadaman natin, pano nya malalaman kung di ka ppnta sa palasyo nya para ipahayag na handa kang magsilbi sa kanya na bilang isang kabalyero na handa mu ibigay lahat at isakripisyo para sa kanya…alang-alang s pag-ibig mu n nadarama…
hay……. sarap magmahal…
kyrptonite bagay na kanta para sayo…hehehehe…. dan-dan rules….
@alx: right on, dude! all we need is love…and then some steamy sex. haha. softy? whaddafuck?! hahaha. on the second thought, guess i am. *kampay sa bote ng stallion*
@dan-dan: ayun. nagcomment din sa wakas. bawal dito ang magbasa nang di nagcocomment, alam mo ba un? lalo na pag may R18 bart simpson shirt na ibinigay. hehehe. napakalalim ng tinuran mo daddy. feeling ko mahuhulog na ko sa bangin. hehehe. nag-iipon lang ako ng kapal sa muka daddy. malapit na kong pumunta sa palasyo nia. sarap talaga magmahal! salamat sa song dedication. merry xmas daddy! salamat ule sa shirt. regaluhan kita ng babae para magbreak na kayo ni leny. hehehe.
This made me think of you as the mushiest guy in the planet. Really. Or maybe this is really romanticized, but I can read you in between the lines! LOL.
Kidding.
No, but really. You’re mushy like that.
GAWD I LOVE THAT PAINTING. That’s by… who’s-that-again?
Posted by Kevin at December 23, 2008, 8:10 pm@kevin: yeah, i know. but when you come to think of it, we can be the least person that we expect ourselves to be when we’re in love. if this girl reciprocates, then the hell i care for being the mushiest person in the entire macrocosm. it’s all worth it! lol!
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the painting’s by van gogh. it’s called starry night as you might have read, i’m alluding myself to him and my love to this girl to his famous painting. if i am to be asked who i would be in the past life, i will choose van gogh without batting an eyelash. he is brilliant but romantic as well and as in all geniuses, is misunderstood by the people in a fucked up, conforming society who are so lucky to have someone like him in their midst.
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